I just had an epiphany 
I am very bored. I am so bored … This is why I am unhappy.
Are you bored with your life?
What is the last exciting thing that happened in your life?
My excitements are a matter of a few minutes… or if I travel, it is a good distraction. I am lethally bored.
Nothing excites me.
I’m excited about going to AA tonight and going back to school in January. And my health going forward gives me hope and excitement. Not sure how long it will all last tho? Hopefully FOREVER!
I used to get very excited… could be a side effect… I do have stuff to be excited about… it is not satisfying.
I need to get psychotic again for a new fun experience…
For Ev er
I am thinking of a something fun to do daily… I can not think of something 
I come here and have fun
work a bit
eat popcorn with butter
have a glass of chardonnay
soon I’ll start gym
I have become such a good person that I am scared!
Go for a walk on a new route daily with a friend. I don’t even like my friend and it’s fun still.
I’m moving to a new house today and he rest of the weekend,
So that’ll be exciting, I guess.
Then I’ll keep myself entertained for about a month decorating and buying stuff to fill up rooms.
After that gets all settled, time to get Halloween stuff out, make outfits, plan parties.
Next Thanksgiving, lots of decorating and food preparation.
Of course Christmas/Hanukkah season is after that, have lots of trips to make around those couple weeks in December.
Then my birthday, and I want an 70s style murder mystery train ride, so that’ll take some planning too.
Then I start a garden,
Its important for me to always be planning/preparing/looking forward to something,
With the holiday season coming up its easy,
But the rest of the year I just pick a project and have the month to complete it.
Always be doing something, basically.
Boredom is dangerous for me.
I’m always bored. I just feel like getting outrageously drunk and forgetting how bored I am
sounds good.
Those are indeed exciting… 
I wanted to throw a Halloween party… the man of the house disagreed.
I am surrounded by the wrong people.
Everyone has tiny kids and or is pregnant
I want to travel a lot more, we always fight about it
I plan almost everything and it is not fun
My bf is one of the most boring people I have met in my life.
That’s not good for your little psyche.
You should go outside and walk around,
Or clean.
Those are good for you and productive tasks.
with these meds… I already wake up with a hang over. Imagine drinking…
What are you going to be for Halloween?
I can’t decide,
But I have some ideas…
Funnily enough, I rarely feel bored even though I don’t do much. Probably the antidepressant effects of abilify.
Cleaning is lame…
But in fairness it is my birthday tomorrow so I’ll have a few drinks.
It’s the lithium that makes for a shitty time lol
yeah you are right. I should throw this party anyway and plan it.
I have a costume… it is a bride. since I never did a wedding, I thought it would be cool to be a bride on Halloween.
I even have boxes of decoration etc
Happy birthday 
You’re a Virgo! Huh?
Do you feel sad that you are not affected by this horrible epiphany? because the numbing of a pill?
Ya dude aparantly we cleaners haha…
But I’m just gonna chill. Turning 29 I’m getting too old.
Alcohol would probably put me down for a month or end up in hospital
@Magicfish,
You don’t want to be all hung over and barffy for your birthday.
wawww Magicfish!! I am turning 29 in 3 weeks I am a libra and a dragon 
Yeah virgos are tidy. I’m Gemini ruled by Mercury as well but we are very lazy and unkempt at times. Which is the truth.