Why are some if not most of us on here?
We’re bored. I’m bored. I get bored extremely easily, which is a symptom of a comorbid disorder.
I don’t even know what to do. I do crap like try to get all my friends together, when everyone actually does get together it’s fun, but times like tonight two of three bros bailed leaving me and other bro stuck at home. All I have at home is a computer and an Xbox 360 with two games. My monitor is a pc monitor, I don’t watch tv. It’s bad for you. So I just scoured the web for more of my socks, my skull and crossbones socks, found them after a thorough dig, gonna order a lifetime supply. I already wear them every day- I have four pairs.
Like I’m bored as ■■■■ and my mind needs stimulation. My favorite thing is when someone on here is having trouble with something that I have been through because then I apply my experience and knowledge to do what I can. This is why I am trying to get into PhD programs and be a shrink for a career. If not I have a masters fallback plan which I am overqualified for. I am actually pretty smart.
The extreme exercise- people think I’m lying when I say what I do in the gym and especially what I did in the gym when I was on a competitive team. I do that crap and it’s never enough. It’s like a hard drug. So is sex. I used to be quite promiscuous and was happy being that way but eventually felt hollow because of it. I was just a hard drug to people. And it makes sense because I was in killer shape back then, now I’ve got a little bit of fat, I’m not ripped to shreds.
See, we’re all bored. I’m bored. I just got done with an intense ass class. Class average was a 70, I had a 99 as of the last day of class. That took six hours a day. Working out took another two. Boredom and cooking and eating took the rest.
I don’t have plans for tomorrow, the Fourth of July. Like what the ■■■■. I’m gonna watch anime all day and then repeat. I don’t lift on Saturdays or Sunday’s.
Boredom drives me insane. My mind is not made to be stuck in my room or in the living room. The exercise is never enough. I could hardly walk out of the gym today and then showered took a nap and bam wide awake schizophrenic and bored.
I think I actually like school but ■■■■ dude it’s not all psychology classes, if it was I would be reading right now. There’s ■■■■ like biology and religion and literature, like what the ■■■■ I have to make perfect grades in ■■■■ that I give a fraction of a ■■■■ about? Like demanding a ■■■■ to be given in exchange for an A. A whole US ■■■■ paid in full.
I’m bored. Eminem did a song called “nuttin to do” about this ■■■■. Fourth of July weekend, I need to write an analytic plan for my thesis proposal. Everyone knows I go aspergers/autistic on school work and do it in like one hour in one sitting and don’t even get up to pee, don’t even pause to drink water.