Are these delusions?

Unusual Beliefs
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If you question my intelligence, I am just saying that it is at a higher level than my age according to the tests of a psychologist.
Since 11 years old I have had thoughts that my parents were going to / would like to kill me.

Recently (since the summer) I have had thoughts that Freemasons and the Illuminati rule the world and want to kill us ordinary people. I also think that it means something special that an Illuminati member and I have the same birthday and that the symbol of the University of Helsinki joining Freemasonry etc. and my thoughts on studying there sometime in the future would be related in the way that I am supposed to become a Mason.

My other thoughts are that I get cyanide / poison gas / carbon monoxide poisoning and once even that my parents intentionally kill me for carbon monoxide poisoning. Anxiety about this has often grown so great that I have not been able to sleep or be at home. However, I realize that others do not experience things the same way or believe them to be true.

I also fear that my food was poisoned by McDonald’s workers and that my food was drugged by my parents

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Macdonalds food is poison so there is small kernel of truth there. About the rest you’re clearly toying with ideas that have a potential for becoming delusions but you’re probably not there yet, good thing you are still on medication. I have to be honest, how can a smart girl like you buy into all those rubbish conspiracy theories about freemasons and illuminati?

Stick with math! :slightly_smiling_face:

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I’ve contemplated quitting meds

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Agaiiiiiiin? You know that I know that you know that everyone knows your doctors won’t allow that until you’re at least 18. Let’s not even debate this.

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Why should I take meds if they aren’t delusions

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We’ve done all this before @Crystal-Cotton . You still have a thread open for such discussions.

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