Are these... Delusions?

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  1. Trusting intuition for almost… 99 percent. Like knowing “what a person thinks or who he is deeply inside” without even knowing this person well? Or knowing what a person hides without any proof?
  2. Feeling like being filmed by my bf in his own room- even though he is loving, caring… And we know each other for 4 years- living together, probably it’s delusion.. gosh I am so f u ck ed, I don’t trust ppl which are close to me. :sob:(0 proof, I just thought there are several cameras in his room, it felt like he knows everything what I think about)
  3. Feeling like a witch? Like, sometimes even feeling I can predict tons of events? Or fully influence people’s lives?
    As an example: “your life will be like that” and it happens to that person?

Also… I was overthinking non stop and acting way more impulsively than usual..
I also thought my coursefriends hate me and talk shi t behind my back - I tried to communicate about it with them.. it was denied. That girl (one of them) said, “we like u, you’re honest, natural and friendly. I wouldn’t talk behind ur back.”

That’s main things I can think of what I experienced without meds. That period when I didn’t took them for 7 months.

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I know we are ain’t doctors here.

I just really need advice.

One month on meds but I still have this idea to cut off them sometimes… :frowning:

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sounds pretty delusion like to me - all three

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It’s takes at least a couple of months for the meds to fully be effective

Give it some more time @Teaclipse

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My pdoc said the same…

And the conspiracy theory that all psychiatrists are bad is again in my head - Idk sometimes I believe that they simply want to put me on meds to zombie me and to make my life worse and my pocket smaller.

While rationally it’s an absurd.

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Even now I have less of these thoughts… Just sometimes I think: maybe it’s just suspiciousness?

Then I have this idea to stop meds again..
Crazy huh :melting_face:

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I don’t think it’s a good idea to stop taking your meds again.
You were prescribed them for a reason.

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that also feels pretty delusion-like to me. a lot of mistrust there

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I know… Just, sometimes I cannot realise why I need them :frowning:
It’s like my mind goes blank - and I feel I am the healthiest person ever

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It means probably it’s not very horrible huge delusions, but yet it’s delusions…

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Thinking that we don’t have SZ or SZA when we actually have these disorders is a pretty common occurrence
Trust in your doctors if anything else

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And yes what you described sounds pretty delusional and paranoid

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You’re right.

I always remember that when I had full blown psychosis I had 0 understanding that I was the problem.

Meds has to clear my mind even more in next 3-4 weeks. Maybe in a year I will realise fully what is what.

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Yeah, sounds like delusions to me.

When you are applying more importance to what is happening around you, or giving more weight to everything that is happening in your life, it may be compatible with delusional thinking. It is the way to, sort of, realize it is a delusion if your mind is giving undue importance to things which others, most likely, let go.

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