Having a lot of intrusive thoughts about my thoughts being transmitted over the Am frequencies here in central Illinois. I’m afraid that people with a 200 mile radius can hear everything I’m thinking. Thinking about going to the hospital if this doesn’t go away soon. I think someone from the CIA is aiming a rifle at might head constantly, and I’m moving my head around so they can’t get a clean shot at me.
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Alien no-one can transmit your thoughts - it’s impossible and always will be impossible. What you’re experiencing is a kind of persecution complex. It will get easier with time Alien, trust me on this one. You’ve got an illness - nothing more and nothing less - no-one is out to get you and no-one can read or hear your mind. I bet you’ve not eaten in ages - am I right? If I run on empty I get anxiety. Go get something to eat, try to eat and sit quietly for a few moments.
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Okay, I’ll grab some fruit. Thank you @Username for taking a moment. Nobody seems to have time for me right now. My wife thinks I am full of ■■■■.
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I used noopept 100 grams in 20 days and all my psychosis is gone. I only use 10 mg olanzapine every 48 hours.
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Carbohydrate is good for calming down alien. Bread always helps me.
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I ate a banana, and I’m now working on some cookies. I’m so damn sick of this disease. It really has me messed up tonight. Despite 30 mg of Haldol, I still have issues. I’m wondering if I should go to the hospital on my own. Slip out the back door while my wife is asleep?
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Dear @anon40540444,
Yeah thinking one’s thought’s are going public is a typical schizophrenic fear. I had that type of experience too. It as no fun.
Yeah thinking the CIA or FBI is after one’s life is another common delusion. I had these things; not fun at all!
Jayster
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Thanks @Jayster. My current pdoc is half inept, at best. I’m beginning to wonder about Clozapine…if that could work for me.
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I’d stay where you are and wait till your wife wakes up and tell her you’ve had a rough night. If you’re feeling unwell it’s better you be at home than outside.
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All good ideas.
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You’ll be OK in a while - carry on with the cookies lol!
Haha. They’re addicting anyway. Teddy Grahams. Love 'em. I need to go on a diet. I’m too fat. 
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Maybe if I quit these damn meds I will lose weight?!
When you say your thoughts are going over AM radio, I think you’re out of touch with reality.
When you say your present pdoc is “half inept”, you and I might agree. Too many of them don’t prescribe really well, in my opinion. I work very hard to get good treatment from my med providers.
I had a psychiatrist suggest to me that I try meditation. So I went out on Amazon and ordered some help on meditation. Then, I printed that order up and sent it to the shrink. He was impressed that I had listened to him.
Jayster
Yeah, her idea of treating me is to hit me in the head with Haldol until I cave in mentally. She’s trying to make me into a drone. I don’t like her at all. I want some Clozapine I think.
I had that delusion too. I thought I could communicate through radio waves. We have FM frequenzy here. At first I talked to the messages coming through but then I realized anyone could hear my thoughts and I got a little panic.
It is a delusion. Try relaxing, go to sleep. Eat something. Do what ever makes you calm, don’t panic.
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We have both FM and AM here. AM travels father, that’s why my thoughts are on the AM radio, so more people can hear them and make fun of me. I can hear them snickering at me now. Dammit, make this top. 
Well they said to me, “If you’re schizoaffective, get on clozaril; it is the gold standard.” But the next doctor said, “Dude, you’re a paranoid schizophrenic.”
Do I have to diagnose myself, too?
Jayster
I don’t advise eating junk food. But I do agree that anxiety made my psychosis much more painful.
Jayster
I just finished polishing off my box of Teddy Grahams. I know I shouldn’t pig out, but hell, who cares? I already look like a slob and smell like a horse’s ass. At least that’s what I smell like to myself.