I hate this paranoia how do you tell yourself it’s not real
Yeah I’ve thought people I know are on this forum at times. Even at work when I’ve posted something here I’ve thought sometimes people are gossiping about my posts. I know it’s not true though I just keep telling myself that.
I don’t think so. Maybe I would be happy if someone I know is on this forum. Information about the disease is important (they can see we’re not bad and that we are awesome!).
@scoobasteve triggers this for me…my last boss used this nickname to the point of me forgetting his real name…but its a pop culture reference…and even if it is my old boss he was cool and not my boss anymore lol…
Pretty much the same as @anon80629714. Just keep reminding myself that it’s not true. The likelihood of anyone finding me here is slim to none.
I at times think that the forum is my brain screwing with itself. Other times people watching me. It never frightens me though. I used to think “Oh what if they get me real bad?” But now I feel like I have nothing to lose so meh.
Lol never been anyone’s boss. It’s actually an old nickname of mine, no one has called me that in years, just struck me as a good username.
That’s exactly what my old boss would say…lol
Ish has my concerns
I remember I commented about seeing a wasp in my room once and next day a friend asked me about it, makes me wonder.
Yes I worry all the.time since joining.
Yeah, I thought one of my sisters was on this forum and was upset with me for something I said when I saw her next. I have my usual round and round where I think she was, of course she wasn’t, I think she might have been…etc.
Struggle with it often. When I start trying to decipher peoples usernames as start to think there is a code behind it,. I know it’s time to take a break. I do think paranoia does have some merit. We all need to be careful on the internet as can be a very toxic place at times.
I wonder that too. Just have to say that it is paranoia and not pay it any future attention.
I think that this site was set up specifically for me and is part of everything I see on my fake internet and my completely controlled computer. My paranoia and delusion goes well beyond people hiding on this site. For me, there is no hiding anywhere. The whole world is in on it. It runs deep, far and wide. I can’t wait for my delusions and paranoia to go away. I know for some it takes months or even years. I have only been sick a year and half so I guess I should be patient.