Sometimes I wake up before my 6am alarm from nightmares, like an 45 minutes ago, and sometimes I am okay and hit snooze for like half an hour. I have been taking my meds earlier and going to bed earlier and then working out an hour after breakfast and well now I am a morning person.
The nightmares suck though. I have to have a coffee and cig to clear my head and snap back into reality. I’ve considered prazosin for nightmares but they’re more like nightmares I sleep through for the most part, but sometimes they wake me up all messed up like today.
Anyone else go to bed at like 9 and wake up at 5 or 6 maybe 4? I go to bed by 9 and sleep at 10 and usually wake up feeling rested and relatively well at 6am, then I do my coffee and cig and meds and breakfast then go to run at 8. I used to go to sleep at like 2 or 12 and wake up at 8 or 9 with less comfortable results- withdrawals from my meds. I miss out on some social things but they’re usually centered around drinking which I don’t need, so I prefer eating and exercising with friends instead of going out to bars and such like I used to. It’s good because in graduate school you gotta be at your desk feeling well at 9, which I usually am.
I guess it’s a step in maturity. It really doesn’t fit with most others my age in college but I am practically walking out of college since I graduate in May.

