My stepfather I had was diagnosed as a psychopath for real.
He was abusive and used to say I’m not a member of their family.
My brothers got lifts to school and expensive clothing etc etc which I didn’t.
He suffocated me with a pillow once and said he would have killed me but didn’t want to go to jail.
He strangled me too and hit me and pulled my hair etc
Worst was the emotional abuse .
My mum and dad always put their sexual partners before me.
I always felt that they were unable to love me the way I needed instead I felt I gave love and got hated in return.
My mum used to say she regrets giving birth to me and I ruined her life.
My dad gave his x girlfriend a house, his other x a million and his wife will inherit him and we kids will get nothing from what he said.
I have memories of being molested but was told it’s delusions.
I love my parents unconditionally and they like me more in their old age than they did when I was young child .
They have done nice good too.
My stepfather I had is charming and funny to everyone and popular and educated etc no one would ever suspect it.