It is a sucky deal.
I’m on zyprexa but I responded well on it. Downside is that it made me fat.
Yeah, this is how I feel. I wish I could focus on things and have a hobby. But nothing interests me for some reason.
Same for me man… Zyprexa killed my positives eventually but killed all motivation and I gained 60 lbs.
Anyways…I hope we all find the right solution. Good luck man!!!
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Thanks! And the same to you man! Good luck!
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I read somewhere that in some 3rd world countries they use to chain psychotic people to trees and poles
Anyways…your cool person Zoe…have a good night 
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Anger & rage are human emotions that may or may not be controllable at times depending on the situation. Is your anger & rage justified as in, is there a good reason for you to be angry? Understand that emotions cloud good sound judgment of what is considered good ethical behaviour. Emotions such as anger, hate, love, lust, joy, sadness are all extreme and will affect human decision making.
As for your medication, one needs to be consistent in taking anti-psychotics to maintain a level of medicine in your blood stream to impede any positive signs of mental illness. @signless at least you have the choice of oral medication but I do not. I need to have injections because of my violent past behaviour. Not sure whose story is more dangerous, yours or mine. But staying medicated allows me to stay sane & stable with a job.
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I see you turning your life around. I see progress. Hopefully this is like one step back and you can make two more steps forward and continue in the right direction you are in. @signless
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Nice words @anon40326163 
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have you considered whether you have autism or aspergers? Sounds liek it could be a meltdown or somethign
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My therapist thinks I might be. She has a son who mildly autistic too so I kinda think there could be something to it.
The rage is definitely tied to my delusions but maybe the irrational emotions could be explained by autism…idk bro
I feel much better today tho… Got up and got on the music early…Everytime I take a break I forget how much I love music man …f awesome 
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I’ve had severe anger issues for years. What helped is knowing the difference between feelings and reactions. I allow myself to feel mad but i don’t let it control how i act
Autistic meltdowns are usually a result of excess environmental stimulus. That does not sound like the case here.
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So the injection helps in a different way? And yea man…I learned that you really do loose control if the emotion is strong enough. I use to blame myself for acting in certain ways when I was pushed beyond my ability to cope…now I realize I have to stop it before you get to that point .
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I think you might be right tho bro… I get overwhelmed and then loose control. I think I have to stay away from the overwhelming stimulus… @POET
I think people pick on me man and I just loose control. Sometimes I really hate people and all their options they force into your life. Anyways thanks for the suggestions bro…as always your I put is helpful
In the spirit of anger… maybe you can mind your own fu cking business @shutterbug . I wasn’t asking you anything or talking to you. Just avoid me dude…
Also bro… I think I just get overwhelmed with negativity from people. Maybe I’m fatigued by constantly dealing with emotionally difficult situations…
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Hey, you’re always medicated and never have to worry about missing to take an anti-psychotic pill. As I stated earlier, emotions cloud good logical judgement. Similar to how you would have the love & lust for a beautiful attractive woman who is already married. You need to decide to go for it or forego it.
Well, I don’t know what actions you took resulted in you blaming yourself. Be thankful that your ethics in your brain tells you from right & wrong.
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Keeping your mind busy helps with rumination.
Maybe don’t post in a public forum if you can’t handle public feedback, bro.
Guys! No need to start arguing. We are all friends here!
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That is false. Not everyone gets along 100% with everyone else. Maybe 90%/10%. The same scenario applies to the work place where there are friends yet there are enemies.
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