as a baby right away i was diagnosed with MI. not that i was guilty of anything…
my babysitter took it into her mind that she was too good for me…
she went psychotic and i nearly was killed over and over again.
i never got her quite totally out of my life. she still hurts me terribly.
judy
What did she do to you? If you don’t mind me asking.
i’ll spare you the gory details. it was extreme nazi-like violence. her mother was a holocaust survivor and she took it into her head to let it out on me who is also a child of holocaust survivors.
judy
Oh that’s terrible. Sorry to hear that.
the babysitter and her family destroyed my entire life by destroying my health and my mind.
judy
That’s awful. I feel for you. The past can’t be changed unfortunatley. I think everybody has bad memories to look back at, but your childhood history seems particulary bad.
I hope you are able to find peace in the presence, although I know it must be difficult. 
thanks for your kind sentiments mr hope.
so far, i have no peace.
judy
sorry to hear you had to go through that. She still hurts you like cause of what happened in the past or is she still in your life physically?
You should work through this with a therapist. And if your therapist isn’t helping, keep trying different therapists until you find one who helps. That’s what I’m doing. I was also abused a lot and I was very neglected as a child. So I understand the pain.
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