Suffering?

my life… where I was bullied as a child
yes that hurt
schizophrenic paranoia?.
sure it has been tough
I think there is very little that is chronically as extreme

but I see my sister, war crime type event age 3
ignored at home because of sibling rivalry paedophile abused drugs and alcohol and long term avlbusive relationships and finding herself end stage alcoholic alone at 40 because I believe nice people avoid her and people like see you next Tuesday people gravitate towards her
delusional for 5 years and withdrawing when she hasn’t had a drink for a few hours?
that’s more suffering than I ever had
by miles

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It’s never easy watching substance abuse types. I tried for years to help this one dude. He never was a friend to me because of the alcohol even though I tried endlessly. Dumb me. I think that extra stress pushed me into psychosis.

You can only look after you and your right. Sz can sometimes be a small price to pay if your attitude is good!

BTW. How is your Ma doing?

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I totally believe that too but i also know I’m unusually lucky and have a lot of support and few bad experiences

my mum is still progressing but is still in the middle of the beginning as far as mobility is concerned
after mistreatment and bruised ribs
and 3 more weeks of immobility and following DVT and pulmonary embolism
she is struggling but has now started physio

how u Rogue? x

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Yeah all good @Thanna ! I’ve no complaints and I’m content with my lot! Things could change but trying to focus on the now and just exist. Not a bad cop sometimes!

Sorry you have to deal with all that stress! It doesn’t make symptoms any easier but glad your there for your ma!

Much love! Keep that stress low and your spirits high!

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