Hello, im new here.
I got the diagnosis in 2014. Hospitalized for delusional thinking multiple times per yer until 2018 when i did all year with no exacerbation. Between the time i got sick and 2018 i have tried all available drugs for this condition on the market in my country, some of them helped to calm me down, others made me feel more delusional and in a state of feeling i am having hallucination because of them - like Quitepine for example. But none of them made my delusional thinking to go away. But not until i tried Solian, now when i start to think about all this, i cant say for sure is it the Solian that made me sane or it is just the couple of years being constantly sick and at some point after thinking about my beliefs - are they real are they not. But the delusions just went off. I feel like normal person again. Is that even a real life storie happened on others. To get cured from feeling as crazy. Occasionally when i get more than prescribed of the stimulant drug for my ADD and not sleep two days then get clonazepam and do the mix that is not recommended according to drugs.com , and then i start to feel slight feeling of paranoia like i am in some kind of danger but not sure from what or whom, most probably the police called by some person to report for a person talking at random people stuff they are supposed to hear and feel bad for their personality. Is this Schizophrenia attitude or just something else provoked by medications taken in doses bigger than prescribed. Also i hate at those moments how i can get calm or chill. Like feeling of Mania. But its like more likely state of being high because i am aware of the stuff i do are not apropriate and do the right thing - go home take an antypsyhotic and hour later start to feel normal but little not interested in doing activities. Also weed was a major psychosis inducing substance for me especially the USA strains so powerful that i was like hallucinating that the President is addressing me directly over the radio in my car. He had prepared awesome speech exactly for me to be heard at this moment and make me feel great loved person.
Anyway that of course is unrealistic to believe that the national radio is making conspiracies together with the other media, FBI, chosen individuals, and the whole county, against that person who drive on SF streets at night with a GPS device in his gas tank, being watched by city CCTV from the operation room in the god knows where, probably the county. But no i reallybeleived something really was happening in USA at that moment in December of 2014. I suspect the whole process has started maybe couple of month ago without my awareness and the in December i was at the point i have made connections to very important strategic entities, networks, company workers, i got messed everything in a coup for salad - my brain. HAH
So this is gone now. Only that feeling from taking more than prescribed stimulant make me to feel i want to say everyone around me is so stupid that doesn’t deserve to exist. But its a 2-3 hour experience so i believe its just the feeling of the drugs and not a real psychosis. Where is the psychotic illness now why i got Cured?
