Hmm lol i think ill stop delusions

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Lol constant mind games constant circus in my head

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Yeah same I realized why are we all worrying about medication when we can just stop being delusional?! :joy: We’ve all been going about it all wrong

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looooooool yes 101010101010

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That’s a coincidence. I just decided yesterday to stop being schizophrenic all together. After 37 years I have gotten bored with it and felt I needed a change so I decided yesterday afternoon to cure myself completely.

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"Hmm lol i think ill stop delusions"
if only i could stop my delusions as easily as that. it takes many moons for me to dismount a delusion, if i do. but sometimes i just get tired of thinking, pass out, wake up tomorrow, and start thinking of the delusion again. such a life can be a horrid cycle, without the right help.

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That was my idea yesterday. Woke up this morning, bang! Back again into mine f… up world. I have not been taking meds for 4 months. Are we really ill???

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I haven’t taken any meds for four months either. Maybe 4 and a half months now. Longest time without them in 8 years. Idk if were all ill but idk what’s real I think I know but there’s always the possibility I’m wrong.
Can’t talk myself out of anything though
I’m fine then I’m not then I’m fine then I’m not

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How come your experience is so similar to mine? It is freaking me out😢

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lol I’m not trying to freak you out…am I really freaking you out by what I just said???

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No it’s everything. You seem as a really nice person. I saw some of your posts. Very genuine and sweet. I wish I were like you. I need to learn how to speak my mind. And need to clear all the garbage I have gathered through the years of no filter but general acceptance. I wish I got to know you in reality, when I still stood a chance. I do not know if I can still change everything within me. I no more know what is right and what is wrong. Thank you for answering my post.

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Thanks…idk why you think you don’t stand a chance. I mean if you wanted to you could pm me and we could talk but im not trying to freak you out any further.
I get really freaked out by evrything too, like my mind just forces the pieces together even when they don’t fit like I can convince myself of anything and it’s always bad things I’m convincing myself of but it’s just how my brain seems to operate