i am 35 years old female.live in europ.its been 5 years since i have schizophrenia.i only took meds for 2 weeks.no one takes care me.i suffered for nealy5 month.until one day i watched a movie about a ghost control a girl.then i suddenly feel like those voice r demon.
i ignored those voice for 3.days.it disappear.as long as u pay attention to it.
but after a year.one day those voice came back again.i feel horrible.lots illusions.i even wanna kill myself.its hard period
what i want to say is its 5 years.becoz i only took 2 weeks meds during those 5month.i been looking for a way to let me recover.
i saw the moive beautiful mind.about john nash.i can’t say he is successful.becoz he is like us.during his previous life.he suffered from his diease.everybody look down on him.everyday like a black but when he had schizophrenia and back to school.lots people helped him let he win the nobel price.everyday is white.
just like normal transformer.nothing special.he find a stupid way to help himself (from my opinion )
i try to contact few people who have schizophrenia.let they stop meds to help each other.then the plane crashed.we all very frighten and stop contact each other.
i start study last year like john nash.i thought it could be a good way.but then after few month a bomb in paris.
now i was thinking i shoul try a guy who had heart diease.and we can help each other.because when people dislike me.my heart jump fast.so i think maybe it could work out
what do u think