Am i being poisoned?

If that thought pops into my head.

The paranoia or the delusion is in there.

If i think i might be being poisoned or if i believe that i am.

I bolt for whatever is poisoned and drink it or eat it as quickly as possible.

I hope it is poisoned now.

When i feel this way though, which is strange, the thoughts and delusions subside. If you want it it doesn’t come and if you don’t want it never goes away. We live in the bizarro land of screaming swine and death, backwards and upside down all in one.

Wish i was dead.

We’re all being poisoned. The ones poisoning are really evil and are faking lives with us and really know what’s going on. :o

In all honesty maybe you are being poisoned; maybe not by a human though, or any other creature. Just a theory. In a week, I’m getting our water tested over here. Other people have said it tastes “sweet” which really makes me raise an eyebrow. Why would water taste sweet. It doesn’t have sugar. It definitely doesn’t have flowing nectar from the heavens…

Some people benefit with being poisend, i poisen my self every day with the potent risperdal,

Indeed we are all being poisoned;
Firstly; The subsiding you mention, preservatives, you are preserving(calciumizing) your Pineal gland, disconnecting your conscious/subconscious. Makes this tortuous reality we have created tolerable.

Fluoride in the water; radio-active runoff
"medications" for farm animals passed through meats and milks
pesticides used to keep bugs at bay carry over into foods
artificial vitamins… often toxic supplements; nouns. Vitamins are verbs, its a whole rotation
GMO’s… now even apples are fake (often less than 10% nutritional value of comparable fruit or veggie and research being done possible bind to DNA)obviously it does… eat organic!
metals dumped in the sky, laundry detergents,
radiation leaks(major nuclear reactors are failing)
medications in water, hormones, uppers, downers
cities; societies plagued with negativity; hate and fear
HAARP frequency pollution, designed to triangulate crowds and set cheer or fear.

You are the food you eat, you are the water you drink, you are the air you breath, lets make it good stuff for all!
See you all after Nov '17

Probably not from what your paranoid about…the air is poisoned with pollution…the water is the same…my cigs are poisoned with well…poisons…foods are modified…our technology is poisoning us with radiation…as is the sun…living too close to transformers is bad for us… So i wouldnt worry too much…hell anytime your heart beats fast its shortning your life… Due to the heart is only good for so many beats so anything exciting is taking away valuable beats you cant get back.