Hearing voices 24/7 even on antipsychotica
What a horrible disorder
Began to hear voices while I was in the psych ward and have done so for close to 2 year
Yeah the disease is unrelenting.
I have heard voices 24/7 since 2012
There was some relenting in 2015-19
I now hold a better position with my voices
But they are very present
I have been hearing voices for more than 10 years non stop.
But they donāt bother me as much as my cracked brain.
Really, didnt know it was like that
I believe in time it will subside.
They are horrible, for sure. I started hearing voices, and seeing imaginary things, around 1999 (looking back there were some signs in childhood). I was 24.
The voices got unbearable in 2007 or 2008āI could barely hold a jobā so I asked for drugs. They helped a bit, but Iām still getting break through voices all day, every day, but not in full paragraphs of loud talking. More like random words (though not as loud), and a few sentences (still all day, every day).
Doctor wants to put me on injections. This stinks, because there are side effects I canāt stand. Anyway, thatās 24 years of their nonsense shoved into my mind. But I think Iām very strong, stronger than THEM, and will continue fighting and ācoping,ā until Iām 90.
Maybe iām a dork and imagine how schizophrenia is
Itās different for everyone. The voices could diminish for you. Who can say for sure? Just focus on self-care and improving skills like social skills, and other stuff will fall into place.
Look into CBT. I still have the voices but now theyāre just background noise.
Iām such a mastermind
āMade-upā = imagination
Falsely deviced
Falsely = not real, but made to look or seem real
Iām in it to win it
Mine are lower when medicated, I hear them more when going to sleep or waking up⦠or when Iām stressed and anxious
Donāt they have medication against stress and anxiety?
I thought about " it is what it is" heard it before, not the most analyctical slogan if you want your mind to be pertubed.
Yes, itās called having a hobby.
I donāt get it, so a hobby treats stress and anxiety?
Yes. Doing something you enjoy takes your mind away from the things you donāt.
I realtly understand your issues because this is the first evenig in 4 days where the voices disappeared out of my life. My voices are notorious mean and so damn convincing. So bad that I really believe them when I hear them. They call me names like monkey, see lion. The call me gay that Iāve never beenā⦠They call me drug user because I was an alcoholic 21 years ago.
You are the first person I tell this.
I feel that one
Yeah there is medication for stress, there is also meditation⦠in some situations I still get stressed or anxious.
It is what it isā¦nothing analytical about it⦠Itās just something someone said to me a lot.
I want to try oil painting⦠I also want to start writing again.