Aggressive behaviour

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I am a bit worried about asking this but before medication I was a piece of garbage worthless person who got into fist fights I take my meds and try to be a good person but before meds I had a really bad temper in general I was very incredibly aggressive before meds had anybody else had or have this problem

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I used to get into fistfights with my brothers when i stopped my meds

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I think there is a thread on aggressive behavior

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People are ashamed of talking about this because of stigma. Sometimes I regret what i say here

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Yeah I just noticed my brain ain’t working right

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I’m down as being aggressive to the public when manic/psychotic when I’m paranoid, etc. Got me awarded the highest in PIP (disability benefit) because of my unpredictability. On meds I’m totally fine.

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Thanks I feel less alone I still realize I’m a terrible person off meds and I feel like I deserved worse punishments than I got

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I feel like telling people I am violent when off meds make them avoid me and fear me

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Nobody here knows anybody we’re not even allowed to use our names so yeah judgement free zone is what it is

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When I was psychotic I thought my brother was stealing my energy. I read about Freud and sexual energy in family is shared so I ended up kicking my brother in the balls to get back my energy. Reading Freud during psychosis messed me up

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Yeah sorry to hear that psychosis sucks so does mixed episodes it’s worse

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These meds disable me and I am scared I will end up dead or in prison if I quit them. I will never know if i am cured

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Same here. I became insane when reading Freud while I was psychotic.

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What’s frued idk I’ve heard of him but don’t know anything about him

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Freud had some wild theories about the human psyche. Most of his theories are disregarded today.

He also abused drugs when he came up with his ideas.

It’s interesting to read his stuff though, but as long as you don’t take them seriously.

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I briefly looked him up in modern day he would be called a quack

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He was a psychiatrist but back then psychiatry wasn’t based on science or biology. It was all bs and yes quacks

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I wasn’t very aggressive or violent until the illness set in and that was only here and there. After believing that people were out to get me I internalized the narrative that I was this garbage person destroying society but know that I’m a little better I see I was virtually harmless before this started… I did make some mistakes but I wasn’t aggressive or super violent.

Maybe you weren’t a garbage person … just had some issues?

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Same for me, I was never aggressive or angry before sz

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Yea I never knew you could feel that level of rage … Shits scary!!

I got angry sometimes before but the frequency and depth were never there before I got sick… have u learned to control it yet ?

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