Did you destroy stuff when psychotic?

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Psychosis and thc make me destroy stuff. I smashed the fireplace glass and made holes in the wall. I never did those before sz.

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yeah i did. i wont say exactly what cause ive told people who know me and dont want them to find this but it was in public and was extremely stupid and made no sense

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I destroyed the wired phone in mental hospital smashed it several times on the floor. Later they put a sign on the phone room out of order

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thats one thing i havent mentioned so i guess i can mention it here. i took a chair in the mental hospital and used the 4 legs to put a bunch of holes in the wall. i was laughing about it and thought it was halarious. they repaired the wall, then i did it again :man_facepalming:

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I would accidentally break things by applying too much force to them without knowing

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another time in the state hospital, me and this woman flushed, i think pillow cases, (i can hardly remember) down the toilet. they accused us of flushing full rolls of toilet paper so they took away all the toilet paper…idk what we were thinking

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In my mental hospital patients were smoking weed in the bathroom. One girl wanted me to smoke weed with her there I said no.

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i never saw drugs in the hospital. they were so strict at all the places i was. the most someone did was sneak in a candy bar for me and give it to me.

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I think its the visitors who brought them weed

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Though I was with some drug addicts and they were allowed drugs. They smoked outside i think the drs were controlling their dosage

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yeah the woman who gave me the candy bar had a visitor bring it for me and she snuck it back in after the visit

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there coulda been drugs and i didnt know it. i didnt talk to anyone 99% of the time. i just kept to myself.

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I didn’t talk much either but I was listening. A new guy said he was transferred here from prison, he ended up being my roomate and he stole my shoes

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i got lucky in that i probbaly only had a roommate one time! i was almsot always given my own room. one hospital even converted the quiet room into a bedroom for me and put me there next to the nurses station

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I heard a group of patients talking about the drug tests they did there

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i was in one hospital that was also like a rehab i think and a lot of people would get anry for their syboxin or whatever its called. but there was none of that at the state hospital. everyone at the state was basically a zombie.

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Idk how they were allowed drugs or weed but some of the patients had strong weed odor

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I smoked weed on psych ward before in smoking room.

Punched holes in walls.

Destroyed a couple bedroom doors with fists

Punched hard objects mangling my hands

Smashed laptop

Threw knives into walls of house making hundreds of holes

Smashed a coffeemaker by punching a cupboard off the wall onto it

Kicked over dozens of election sigbs

Threw a carton of milk at radio station sign leaving big stain that lasted

Etc

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I punched the wall repeatedly until they tied me down…they took X-rays of my hands while in restraints. Then, another time, I used a nail file to file down the end of a plastic spoon into a shank. Mostly, tho, I just hurt myself…like a few times I got empty nicotine gum packages and cut my arms up with them. Another time I tore a blanket and tried to hang myself with the strip I tore off. Obviously I’m still alive. I don’t really do that stuff much anymore thanks to clozapine.

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Multiple cell phones.

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