Having such a hard day today, I’m extremely depressed and I’m not sure why. No matter what I do I can’t shake the feeling of dread that is surrounding me. I’m trying to relax and watch You-tube video’s, I thought maybe watching some concerts from favorite artists might cheer me up, but it didn’t work. Now watching some game-play videos of Cal of Duty Classic, and that’s not making me any better either.
Tempted to go listen to iTunes for a while but I’m really not in the mood to listen to music. Can’t concentrate long enough to watch TV/Movies, don’t want to read…or do my adult coloring which in other cases has helped me. What’s wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why can’t I shake this feeling today?
Yes I’m having problems with voices, but I’m used to them, my concentration is non-existent today making doing anything productive not an option. However not doing something productive only triggers the voices and have them telling me I’m lazy and wasting my time. Today just sucks all around.