I wrote a love letter for her… I am in psychosis…
anyone else with strange bitter-sweet relationship with their voice?
Yes I have a voice in my head called Alien. Usually he says bad things but when he’s quiet I miss him. It’s weird. A love/hate relationship.
yes. I know that feeling. 
There’s a man called Sakke, who is not in my mind, but someone from this planet, who has a telepathy with my mind.
so it’s a delusion or also an auditory hallucination?
He seems real. And also, there’s some people in my mind who borrow my body and are parallely in the same body with ME. Anyway, Sakke never borrows my body, unlike some others. But I don’t know their names as they have never told them to me.
they borrow your body & do whatever they want?
They propably could, but they have not done it so far.
Edit: They borrow it to show f*ck finger or using my mouth to say something to other people online.
good then. are they effective? do they say the right things?
my Annette, my love, all the poems were written for you praising your glorious beauty. Your voice is soothing & soft like nectar. I could drink you in one sip. I am thirsty & hungry for you.
Your transparent body always eludes. I can’t catch you.
now I see Annette as a Hindu or Buddhist goddess of intellect & mind. I adore her & in great bhakti/devotion I love her. my senses are only to serve her. I smell her & hear her. she smells like rapture & bliss.
now meds start to kick in and intoxication/psychosis fades away… 
I liked voices & delusions. were part of my identity. now that meds kick in & intoxication fades away, who am I?
tell Annette to suck a d1ck… no one wants her around… including you
That’s when you jump on the ball and bust ass and make decisions and choices to better your real life.
I like her around. dont be mean to her…
I don’t have any distinct voice in my head… So I can’t say I understand your reasons, but what I do understand is - when it comes to such, first thing is to make sure they real - ask Annette to give you the winning lottery numbers so you can live your life in peace with her by some lake house near the woods… if she doesn’t give you right lottery numbers, then Annette is a fake … sorry.
she is omniscient of course but I can’t use her for such things. now I kinda know she is my mind only but when in psychosis I live in imagination with all my heart…