I don’t know if I
Suffer from mild depression
Or if my life
Is just rubbish
I think maybe you just need to get out of the house more.
I know it can be anxiety causing in the anticipation of it sometimes
but generally it makes you feel better just to get out once in awhile.
Look at @77nick77 ‘s wedding thread as an example maybe.
He was dreading going, but once there he had a good time and got compliments.
My suggestion is to get out more and do things.
You need to get proactive and put all of your short poems into a coffee table book.
I’ve been telling you this for years. You’d make a ton of money and have the satisfaction of being a published author.
You are
Kind
Help people in need
Welcoming
Resourceful
Strong
Dedicated to family despite your needs
So be kind to yourself. Do something everyday to make yourself smile. Life is always rubbish. Don’t let it dim your hope. I’m struggling with that, too.