A goodbye!

Hello, friends.

I’ve been thinking that it might be best to fully deactivate my page on the forum because… honestly, I just don’t have time to participate anymore, and my mental health is truly stable. Since August 29th, 2024, I haven’t been using antipsychotics at all – except on rare occasions when I want to sleep really deeply. There were moments when I myself wanted to return to the medication, and I did for a short while – only to realize that I can manage without it. To the point where my doctor now smiles at me and reassures me, saying: “It’s all in the past.”

I am stable, I feel well, and although my job has its own specifics, I work in a field where I can express myself. My goal is still medical studies – maybe to become a doctor, maybe a nurse – time will tell. Treating those who need it most is fascinating, and cardiology is a broad field, full of everything.

Thank you for the time I spent here, especially when I truly had no one to lean on. I needed you, and I hope that I too helped someone here, even if just a little.

Schizophrenia has been ruled out; I am a healthy person with a unique past. Mental health raises many questions for me and has many unclear parts – but that’s the beauty of it: healing, learning about medicine, enjoying this moment, and appreciating who I am.

I am moving forward in life. I’m living and creating a future with someone – we live together, we’ve even bought our own things. Life is most beautiful when you don’t rush, when you allow yourself to calmly think things through, reflect… and sometimes, on the contrary, forget everything around you.

I saw that a few members were asking where I am and whether everything is okay. Everything is okay!

And I want to wish you interesting challenges, beautiful moments, hope, and love for yourselves.

Thank you for the connection we shared.

@Ninjastar @HollyHobbie @Voithos @Moonbeam

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Wishing you nothing but the best! :folded_hands:

Sounds like you’re out there living life and doing good!

Congratulations on your successes and everything to come.

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Bye Teaclipse, sound like you’re doing really well in life :slight_smile: I will miss your musings, you sound like such a decent sophisticated person. Life is what you make it as Talk Talk say

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Good luck coffee :hot_beverage: :innocent::four_leaf_clover:

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Hey, @anon92236671

Message from @SzAdmin modified by mods to reflect current procedure:

Occasionally we get an request from people who want to delete / anonymize their account here and leave the site.

That is fine, we have no problem with that - but the issue is that a very large percentage of people change their minds after a while and cancel that request or just join again later. Because of this , we ask that you make two separate requests to staff at least two weeks apart (sort of a “cooling off” period). You may either create a new thread and tag staff in it, or PM staff directly to make your initial request. If you think about it and two or more weeks after your first request you really want to fully anonymize your account - then make a second request.

We will then anonymize your account

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Thank you for sharing. I’m so happy to hear this news.

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Goodbye @anon92236671 I wish you all the best with your future.

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Goodbye going to miss you

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Thanks for updating us. You’ll be missed but I wish you the best in life.

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Good luck if you decide for sure to leave. There is always the option of just not visiting when you dont want to and keeping the account active. It doesnt hurt anyone to leave it active. But whatever you decide, I wish you the best.

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If you go through with it, @anon92236671 , I wish you well and a farewell. Always enjoyed your input!

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We’ll miss you! Take care of yourself. Wishing you all the best. :waving_hand:

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What a wonderful story, i wish you all the luck on your journey.

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well dang..ok…if you feel you should you should…

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Goodbye @anon92236671
Take care of yourself

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Mods, @Ninjastar @HollyHobbie @Moonbeam

I gave myself some time to reflect, and I realize that I’m firmly decided to leave the forum.

I wish all of you success, peace, and a warm holiday spirit filled with magical moments! Thank you. :heart::blue_heart::green_heart:

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And thanks for everyone for kind words.

Best wishes. :blue_heart:

We will all miss you

Best of luck on your journey

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Thanks for letting us know. I will anonymIze your account.