I hope everyone’s day has been well! Mine has! I’m in my bed lounging trying to wrap my head around all these thoughts of my own existence, if any of this is real. Let me tell you it is the most annoying feeling ever, well a feeling of fear and anger. I’m trying to distract myself with funny wholesome videos, but the nagging feeling that I’m being watched is killing my whole vibe. Anyway today has been fun a lot of productivity and progress. Hope everyone else s day has been well. I kind of lost the point of this post it was going to break off into a question but I can’t F*cking remember for some reason, lol.
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Just keep those Dickies creased
And the paranoia will cease! 
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LOL. For sure! I love that!
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Haha! I’m getting ready to make some coffee. 
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Really? Decaf or regular? Are you getting ready for an all nighter? lol, black or with cream?
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Your post reminded me of this song. I feel the same way that someone is watching and following me but for some reason I am not scared because it’s a guy I like. lol
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You know what, this song resonates with me on a high plane. Lol yeah I hear you. Its a bitter sweet feeling, thats for sure!
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I have a weird take on being watched and followed, I know. Maybe it’s because I know it’s not real deep down. If it were actually happening it wouldn’t be cool at all and actually frigtening for sure.
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I think we just underestimate our bravery, like you said maybe deep down you know it’s not real but I can still imagine it being a horrifying thing to feel even if you know 50% it’s just the illness. I think having that in mind will make anyone want to lose any notion of there selves, it’s genuinely scary. I feel like I’m in a science experiment on how humans perceive reality. Like a sick game these admins made to test the resilience of the human consciousness. Lol… I’m not sure if I’m make any sense, please let me know.
Note to self: I have let the confusion sit in and now I feel like the world is meaningless, in mythology chaos is described as indifferent, I can see why lol.
I’m having regular with cream and sugar. 
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Ayeee hope you enjoy it buddy!
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Well you are not alone in being reality challenged because I am here with you! lol
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True, it brings comfort knowing I’m not alone even though I’m always confused it still helps! Thanks !!! @anon97859349
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