So I finally showed up at my psychiatrist’s office today. She said that I shouldn’t be worried for cancelling the last three appointments because " I don’t really expect you to come, anyways".
Somewhere in the middle of conversation I started to cry. That was the first time I cried at therapy session.
At the end of appointment, she gave me a new med., actually added it to Zoloft and wellbutrin.
Here it is called Abizol,
USA Abilify.
Just great, here I am in the AP’s Club.
She only saw me cry once before, when she wanted me to stay in hospital and I was totally unprepared for that. That was a year ago.
I’m very uncomfortable with crying in public so I guess I surprised even myself.
Welcome to the abilify club. 5mg is a low dose, but it gave me suicidal ideation at that dose, everything is OK at 10mg ideation wise. I hope it does the trick for you.
I was also on 5 mg Abilify. In two years I gained 1kg a month. Watch out girl If you notice increase in restlessness and increase in appetite talk to your doc immediately. But I was high functioning. I also enjoyed gambling at that time.