But I can’t have harmless sexual fantasies without a VIOLENT reaction.She is trying to control me and mold me into not thinking about sex at all. Sex is natural, I see a pretty women in a picture and my mind goes there. She is using forced operatent conditioning. It’s obvious.I don’t like being manipulated and controlled deliberately. OR accidentally.She’s old she’s out of the game, now she want’s everybody else to be sexless. She sits down there with her little chirps and laughter and basically gets mad at me at will. BUT, I can’t touch her because she’s a little old lady and I’m the big, bad guy. I can’t believe someone has so little pride that they don’t get embarrassed over the ■■■■ they do after 4 years.
You sound a little symptomatic- are you alright? I’ve never heard you speak like this, and I don’t think what you said made much sense.
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??? She is aware of you looking at a pretty woman in a picture?
Your writing is usually super-clear to me but I can’t get a picture of what’s going on.
This is the second time you’ve talked about and I believe you. For some reason they like to watch schizos. It’s like were test subjects. I think it’s because were born not being telepathic or we thought broadcast. I’m a believer any will be until the telepathy and peoples little statements go away.
You should tell your psych doc about this. It will help to calm the situation down. I’d make an appointment as soon as possible. A psych doc can give you better advice about other people.
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It seems you have too much interaction with your neighbors. Your neighbors have given you too many troubles so you’d better avoid interaction with them. As a resident in a modern building you should have little chance bumping into your neighbors. Why are there so many troubles?
Good advice. I am nice most of the time and I would like to believe I’m fair. I want to stay that way. Thanks.
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My apartment complex is for disabled people and elderly. If there were more tolerance,I could be happy here. Actually no one knows I’m disabled. There are plenty of other people who pass for ‘normal’. some can’t, I’m one of the lucky ones.
You’re sounding much more coherent now. No idea why but some people are just triggers for us. The worst one is when you have an obsession with the person that’s triggering you.
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I was thinking of what a third party might be able to do with this.
You could make it appear as though someone was reading your mind if you could manipulate the situation.
I could prompt things and prompt reactions making it seem a certain way, i could whisper in someone’s mind “i like the number seven” and then whisper in the person standing next to them “he likes the number seven” prompting them to say something about the number seven while you are thinking about it.
Gotta watch for third parties.