How do you remember yourself? did you or your family realize something was off from early on, or did the whole hing come later?
One of my very few memories of the time before i was 10 is two ladys, one looking like mmy grandmother, that used to scream at me in my mind about things i do and read. that was when i was about 4 i think. After that i also remember me tellng my parents that i used to live in africa an chew with my tongue. Then right before i was 8 i started hearing voices, there was a ton, 24/7 and they kept talking with eachother, teling me how they died and showing me. i used to feel huge pain when someone told me that they were shot, to the point i thought i was fainting onece on a bike ride. I told my mother then and we did go to a doc, she said it was just me being stressed about something, definetly not sz. Also i remember thinking im jesus or some kind of prophet ( i was a really spirtuall child, i started being a practicing muslim from the age of 9 ) and that thought came into my mind alot. also i dont know if you ever thought about this but the question why do i see everything bothered me. There is so many people in the world, but why do I see them, why i dont feel their point of view, are they all in my mind etc. most of this has been also from my mom who remembers more of my childhood than me. also i have been extremely scared of upstair region of my house and my own room. I believed that a skeleton would come out. this is until now, im still scared to go upstairs alone, let alone at night!
Now that i think of it, i think i have been in a mild psychosis since i was really young. My mother and i have been talking and she suggested it might be becouse when i was born, i had to be pulled out by the head, and that might of pushed something in my small developing skull bone.
dont know if thats right and couldve caused it but still, its the best explanation that comes up.
have you also had weird childhood behviour? sorry for long post