for a few days, maybe weeks, it’s hard to tell, i become paranoid and angry. avoid sleep and feel the need to “get things done”.
then i guess i run out of gas. don’t know where my mind goes or if it’s asleep, but it’s not sorting out things like time, hunger, hygiene. this goes on for a few days, maybe weeks, it’s hard to tell.
can’t remember the last time i had control of anything.