meds keep me ok usually but sometimes they can’t stop the tsunami of madness. all meds of the world just can’t stop it. but they stop the minor waves.
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Which med are u on…
risperidone …
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I really don’t feel ill unless I get way too upset
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I am on rispredal too…4 mg every night …
3mg in the morning, 3 at night
Did y’all get any side effects or anyrhing?
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Less side effect …!!! Only weight gain and restlessness…!!! Hahaha…!!! Gone huntin which med are u on …
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You can be sure only of the existence of your mind, the rest is unsure and looks fake.
Maybe idealism is right, we are not a product of the universe, but its creators.
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I’ve been there @Om_Sadasiva. It’s a tough delusion to defeat. Because people do play their role well. But that’s just them being them… eventually you will overcome this delusion. I did. It took time on meds.
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the fact that I will overcome it, doesn’t mean that it’s not true.
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maybe I will overcome it because I will loose this great insight into truth and i will be again in delusion. maybe “reality” is delusion and “delusion” is reality.
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I’m not taking anything atm. Definelty shoulf be. I’m safe and mostly rational just screwy
so in Hinduism & Buddhism the world is maya-illusion/dream/magic. I strongly believe it since I have seen reality per se, Brahman, Buddha, God. This world of duality & differences & mental constructions is not real. when one wakes up in the safety of his bed, feels a relief that the nightmare was only a dream. in the same way when one gets enlightened sees the world as a dream.
in greek philosophy also this world of senses is illusory. but mind & mental processes are based on senses. then mind too is illusory.
let’s have a philosophical discussion.
solipsism as merely a point of view is different from solipsism as delusion & feeling & actual experience.
I had the first & I had the second.
for years I trained in vedanta & zen & seeing world aa imaginary, as figments of imagination. along with meditation and this view of the world as dream, eventually one gets detached from the world and sees it a mental construction. and it’s true, world is mind. all are mind.
schizofellows know about figments of imagination. they have learnt to doubt the experiences they have. but average men don’t doubt. they take this world for granted as it appears. phenomena can deceive you…
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I have disorganized schizophrenia or a form of psychosis, diagnosis has changed a lot.
What your saying is delusional/divergent thinking and what your saying sounds like paranoia.
Have you heard of the word anosognosia,
50% or more of schizophrenics suffer from it, I’ve suffered from it for a few years and do time to time,
But in reality if your looking for a cause for the symptoms it come from a brain illness.
It’s not about doubting just you know a real bases for delusions/hallucinations paranoia etc.
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I actually read a study where symptoms and delusions of schizophrenia actually have a really common theme around the world, and have a lot of similarities.
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You’re writing in the unusual beliefs section of a sz website so some part of you knows your thoughts are from the sz. Talk to your pdoc before you cross the line into not knowing. Good luck. 
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