Yep, that’s a delusion

People are trying to kill me: yep, that’s a delusion

Life is better with weed: yep, that’s a delusion

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People are constantly watching.
That’s a delusion. Right?
Right?

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Yup

That ceramic goose across the street with the hidden camera? Yep, that’s a delusion

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Yes that’s definitely a delusion. Everyone is so caught up in their own lives and thoughts. They really don’t stare intently at people trying to figure them out.

I tell myself in big crowds, I might as well be invisible. No one cares that much to stare.

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that’s not a delusion: thats a delusion

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Advance form of intelligence collecting data of me: Yep, thats a delusion ?

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people are living in your attic: yep, thats a delusion lol

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The home security camera footage will be used to frame you for murder: Definitely a delusion?

I’ve been struggling with that one for months.

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Everyone at the grocery store & everyone in their vehicles as they drive by are watching me and judging me and reading my thoughts: Definitely a delusion…

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Sharks in the water will get me because they detect my headspace ‘thrashing’ around, that’s pretty deluded, yes?

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Or churning rather? Like ‘ paralysis by analysis’…

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All beings are philosophical zombies,
actors, soulless robots?
Sounds weird?
It’s my whole life.

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There are cameras in every cabin dad and I clean so I have to do a super good job or else I won’t get paid.

Delusion=?

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Hey @Om_Sadasiva,

Related to what you go through, or what it reminds me of, is the theory of being in a simulation…

I don’t have this that much… but I think you could talk about it at length?

(I guess I have it a little bit… )

But what it brings me to, and I’m :100: percent asking you since you’re (to me), an authority on the subject(correct me, if that’s mistaken), BUT:

Why does pain have to be so acute? Like the physical version of it… sorry maybe this is wrongheaded You’d be helping me though… that’s why I am saying all this, apologies if it’s dark as heck. : ).

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Like if life is a hologram why is their this pain, emotional wise maybe? But physically I just don’t get the whole thing and that lifts me out of the theory

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This sounds like paranoid delusional thinking. It is kind of similar to my situation. I constantly feel like the home security footage will be used against me. Like… if I step on the cats paw, I’ll be framed as an animal abuser. Stuff like that. It’s paranoid in nature. But delusional, too.

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I really don’t comprehend the pain.
Everything seems so extraordinary.

The other day I was looking at a
friend and noticing everything on him,
his hairs even. And I was
wondering how in this matrix,
everything is so detailed and wonderful.

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It is pretty hellish. I feel good in my own house but being in houses that aren’t family members drives me nuts.

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I get you. I only feel safe in my bed. Everywhere else, my own house, the grocery store, or any other place, I’m constantly paranoid that I’m being watched. My bed is safe, though. Thanks, bed. :bed: :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Your words about everybody reading your thoughts while driving and in the store hit home with me, I get that too. So glad In a way not that your suffering with this but that I’m not alone. I feel so safe in my bed too, at night sometimes the neighbours leave their outside light on, and it like illuminates the curtains slightly, I love looking at it while I’m all tucked up, it’s like the moon lighting up the curtains. Feel so safe and relaxed

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