Sweet dreams everybody.
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I’m starting to rediscover the feeling of being alone and having privacy.
Voices on the edge of the sense. Fading in and out. I can’t hear a word a note do I care to. Cognitively doing a lot better. Avoiding the pathways that lead to “telepathic” responses.
It’s all I’m my head, but it’s pretty much out of control. Errant programming and an imagination with a life of its own.
I am starting to see through it clearly.
I’m at peace. Just need things to do…
Still can’t wait for that next elder scrolls game. Apparently they dropped the subscription fees for the console versions of ESO. Gotta watch a few more gameplay vids before I’ll really consider buying it. Maybe I’ll just wait until my friends get it and see how they like it. Apparently it feels just like skyrim.
I even get messages from mmo avatars though, hopefully I’ll be over that by the time the game comes out.
Goodnight! Its President’s day weekend - so I guess people are traveling or taking time off. It is a little slow this weekend.
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Dear lord I could use some privacy right about now. I’ve felt myself sinking into an episode since the fiasco yesterday and pretty much anything social has become severely irritating to me. I need to do a ton of destressing and damage control but that isn’t possible while others are around. I have nowhere to go that’s private. College, there’s people everywhere, you know how it is, and my friends don’t understand of course since I don’t tell anyone anything because I don’t know why.
Anyways I’m super excited for the new elder scrolls game too. I played Skyrim to death. Never played the mmo because I heard bad things about it…maybe I’ll check it out someday…if I have the time hahaha.
Glad you’re doing better! Keep fighting those thoughts!
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Thanks Anna. Hope you can find a place of peace amid the chaos of a campus.
My first impression weren’t that great, still though I need something to do. Watched a vid on YouTube. 21 reasons to play ESO. It painted it in pretty good light.
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