No my gym discourages anything unnatural. They can tell if you are doping.
wellā¦ ghb lasts only 3 hours in your bloodstream (or so) and is popular because its difficult to detect.
Ive never heard of it. We sniff ammonia before huge personal records sometimes. I used it several times in the past six months to break personal records and once when we had training earlier in the day and my xanax hadnt worn off.
I just looked it upā¦its a sedative. How that helps lifting weights makes zero sense, unless he used it to fall asleep.
wikipedia has alot of information on it
Some athletes also use GHB, as GHB has been shown to elevate human growth hormone in vivo.[18] One study found that it doubled growth hormone secretion in normal young males.[10]
Extreme people are difficult to live with on a daily basis.
Military brats know how to behave properly and follow the rules.
I grew up a military brat too, it becomes part of your character.
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I think before you post, maybe it would be good to remember that the term sz is a bit of a grab bag. It covers lots of different variants. You, for example, seem to have elements of bipolar - the drive to over achieve (training till you excrete) and the boastfulness (aka āgrandiosityā). Other people may suffer more cognitive damage and depression. My son has sz, got into med school, but had to leave with the onset of symptoms. He remains a compassionate, modest, likeable guy, but he struggles with positive and negative symptoms. From where Iām standing your grandiosity and frantic overwork (mania), far from being evidence of complete recovery, are continuing symptoms. Maybe you should work on them next. If you want to hold down a job after college such aspects of behavior/character will affect your chances. A more wholistic view of yourself and a less scornful view of others will help you.
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My therapist says I for sure dont have bipolar but have psychopathic traits, which explains the powerlifting and sense of self worth.
Psychopathy is quite a problem. I scored for it on the MMPI-2 and it shows. He suggests becoming a psychologist and evaluating people, being critical and diagnosing people, not working as a therapist but rather in a mental hospital strictly diagnosing people.
Im ironically pretty good at reading people, including myself, I just cant help but feel superior and over achieve. I just do it. Same way I smoke cigarettes. To me, its something I just do.
It is worth something- I have a free education from scholarships and havent made less than an A- since I got on meds.
But mania and depression and not what is going on- I am sedated from my meds, I drink tons of caffeine and energy drinks and workout supplements to study and train. I run on caffeine and get very sleepy very quickly without it 2-3 times a day.
But yeah its not bipolar type 1 its mild psychopathy.