Bad morning for me but it got better during the day. The pretty, nice Asian woman practically ripped me a new one first thing in the morning. Yes, I kinda liked her, yes I thought she was nice and friendly. Yes, its obvious to everyone that when she makes herself up she is very sexy. I mean its so obvious that she is sexy that 5 blind guys hit on her today. That’s how obvious it is.
Did I like checking her out? Yes. Did I do anything inappropriate. no. Did I plan on doing anything no? But some certain thoughts did cross my mind. But yeah, you women are sensitive as hell and when you latch on to an idea you really follow it through to the end. I don’t know what she saw in me but anyways. So I got my comeuppance I guess for the longest 40 seconds of my life. She had a field day with me.
I’m not mad, it was just one of those things that guys have to go through with the opposite sex eventually. It was unfair and the degree was not called for. Anyways, I thought I was the worst .person in the world for the next hour but things turned around and I got happier later and I had an average day. But I felt really bad for that experience along with all the other crap happening in my life. Having paranoid schizophrenia is a piece of cake compared to just the personal, life-related crap that I’m dealing with lately.