I think it is possible some of the so called schizos here are actually the evil family members of schizos who want to control us and persuade us to think the way they want us to by posing as one of us. Their personalities seem 2 dimensional and they seem to be reading from a script of someone with staff personality disorder. Just my thoughts!
Think its just you man.
Yeah,probably.
â– â– â– â– happens right?
You aren’t drinking too much are you? That stuff can help in relieving stress but if abused it will do exactly the opposite.
Last week I thought some of you guys that have the telepathy delusion like me were really my neighbors mocking me.
Like you were literally sitting right next door on this forum when I am.
And of course that was a figment of my twisted imagination.
I don’t think anyone is involved in any conspiracies here. We are all the lost sheep. Why would we try and control one another. I do think if you have this illness you never stop trying to get better. The road is different for everybody but beliefs are half the battle. I think that is why there is so much push when people talk about their symptoms. Then you get the it’s not real it’s all in your head stuff. Once the brain starts hallucinating it’s very hard to escape. I’m so used to everyone telepathically judging me that I’ve got no clue what it’s like to have it not happen. All my memories have been corrupted. This reality is all I know, I still hope to escape from it but I still feed it as much as I try to stop it just by expecting it to be there. It’s a trap!!!
It’s a never ending loop process if you let it be.
First you stress over the mental imbalance by thinking about it.
Then in accordance with that stress your brain releases chemicals that throw your brain of balance releasing the sz chemicals.
It’s like one of those oil tankers that has numerous compartments to hold the oil.
If the compartments aren’t balanced perfectly the ship will sink.
So when your brain isn’t chemically balanced it sinks into the deep of sz.
I was just listening to the philosophers debate… I saw these same philosophers as hyper intelligent when I was a teenager. They were college students at the time. Now, at 29 years old although I think they have intelligence, they’re not quite as intelligent as I thought in the least bit. Does anyone impress me anymore?
Well it’s certainly nice to have time to myself again. I can still hear faint voices but they aren’t invasive and they don’t mess around with me anymore. They get louder when I think about them and then quieter when I focus on other things. Just a few more months and I should be doing a lot better. Day time is stressful though still get a lot messages. I don’t believe in telepathy anymore though. Have to fight to keep it that way but it’s getting easier.
I kind of have to look back in time to really be impressed by anyone.
Even people with the highest iqs aren’t always right. I’d have to say Sam Harris and Richard Dawkins are spot on. Neil degrassee Tyson is pretty righteous. So is bill nye. These peoples accomplishments aren’t all that impressive but they are representatives of modern science. They have a real message. To me anyway.
Yeah I feel better at night.
I think it’s because I feel like the only person awake.
But I’m sure it’s deeper than that I read most people with mental disorders are nocturnal.
I know this is extremely arrogant, but I feel like there is no man I can look at in mainstream philosophy as an equal. They either are not at the realization of the paranormal, or do not have experience with it first hand. I have lived it and they have not. How are we to discuss the broader picture?
Innovation is following a predictable curve at this point we are really running out of fame to be had. There are more people now then ever and progress is more complicated than any lone genius can figure out themselves.
I’d prefer the words of a knowledgable physicist to any philosopher these days.
I was never in to science or any smart people really, the only smart people I know of are fiction writer’s.
Tom Clancy seems really smart I read all his books.
Well man they’re lucky. If you are right it is not something the human collective is going to figure out for a very long time.
As a fellow schizophrenic though I can tell you it really is in your head. I’ve told pans disease the same thing numerous times.
If I think about it to much I can get pretty upset about how stupid the state of the world is. It’s pretty ■■■■■■out there. I think things are slowly getting better, but for real man ■■■■sucks.
That’s part of the reason why I’ve concluded that it is irrelevant what anyone believes. It only matters what they do.
Perhaps if you get your material into the right circles you’ll get more people who share your beliefs. When you lack evidence get a bunch of people to say it’s true. That’s what religion does it might work for you.
I think you need to tell your pdoc that you are having these kind of thoughts. A meds adjustment might be in order…
Sounds like you’ve got a touch of mania going on…
Yeah wouldn’t be that great, even more poison injected into my system. Yeah, I would definitely sound nuts to concern them with my issues on a online forum such as this one. The sane schizos aren’t high maintenance, going to their “pdoc” (whatever the hell that means) whenever things aren’t perfect.
You guys whine to your “pdocs” like you are women.
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Having the good sense to seek help when things go off key is not " whining" as you put it.
It can actually take a lot of courage to face up to your problems. It’s not a sign of weakness to acknowledge you need help.