Wishing I had a bigger role than I did. I keep having delusions that maybe I mapped out the universe or something and was set up to do it by the government. What happened was that I got off my meds and started hallucinating. I wish I was apart of something though.
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I think you already are. 
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Why are off your meds @TheBest? That worries me.
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This was years ago. I got off my meds and all I would do is 0-100 lists with animals in them. I don’t know why but I’m thinking about it. I wish I could do something like that for real.
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You are apart of forum.schizophrenia you should be proud of it. 
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I’m not even a member yet. It really isn’t that big of deal though. 
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Thanks for replying quickly. Sometimes it takes a while to move on and stop thinking about certain ideas and other things that you believed when you were unstable.
I only stopped thinking about certain things that were a part of my last big psychotic episode after being on meds for a quite a few years.
The last few days have been unusually rough and I was surprised at how much old weirdness came back to me so quickly and after so long.
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I’m going to do cognitive behavioral therapy. Hopefully the delusions are gone for good.
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Yeah I know how that feels. But you should be relieved. You are safe.
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