I am thinking about mine
Right now my dream is to graduate college and get a job in my field. I have a little less than a year to go assuming I pass all of my classes. I’m applying for jobs right now and it is super stressful. Maybe someday I will get married or maybe someday I won’t I don’t know time will tell
My dream is to raise my kids in a way that they be successful and compassionate adults. Two are adults already and are wonderful.
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Honestly, I don’t know. Things improve and then decline in a cycle. I have brief periods of successfulness and long periods of failure. Right now, I have motivational thoughts to learn things, but going to school and getting a job? I have anxiety and fear just thinking about it. My dream is be to be a computer programmer. If I decide to go back to school, I’ll either study math, computer science, or electrical engineering. I really want to have a business someday. I feel that’s the only way to make it in life. But the majors that interest me are hard and college costs money. I am smart but I feel like it’s not enough. I would like to design, build, and invent stuff. No idea what, but I have a tendency to push myself too hard.
Math was my major before I got sick. I need 5 math classes to get a BA. But I think I will go somewhere else. So it’s like starting fresh again.
I have little interest in women and little to no interest in having children.
To me happiness and money are not the same thing; money cannot buy happiness, but it sure makes things better. I want to learn frugalness, efficiency, and self-sufficiency. I need to learn how to ‘optimize’. I need to relearn rational and scientific thinking. It definitely beats the suffering and irrational thoughts of a schizophrenic. I’m already making baby steps. It feels good.
Naw, I’ll never move to Saudi Arabia and live with a harem of 60 women.
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I used to want to be a doctor, but i worry that i’m not motivated enough to do it now. I can’t concentrate like i used to or get pleasure in things like i used to…i guess how i’ll see i go on clozapine.
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