Wierd ideas

They think my possession is genetic, ha!

And in their delusions they found a pill for it! Ha!

I think that if they had known what it was they wouldn’t have come up with a way to treat it! Ha! They would have thought about it in an entirely different way and wouldn’t have looked for medicine probably! Ha!

Im in the twilight zone now, just floating around this crazy thing. From in here i can see what it really is and everyone out there thinks it is what it is not. It’s right out of a twilight zone episode, really it is.

I can’t effect the cause though, can’t stop it, all that i can do is take the poisons. I really can’t believe they found a pill for it.

Crazy ■■■■.

They found a pill for it because they understand what it really is.

You’ve really lost the ability to entertain the notion that your wrong about your illness and experience. You could at least keep in mind that you might be wrong… You seem to like loathing your reality. You’ve settled out…

Have fun Pans… You’re wrong.

I loathe what needs loathing, simple, not enjoyable really.

They found a pill for it because they don’t understand what it is, if they understood they probably would have taken a different route. If someone was in my mind then severing certain functions could treat the problem.

There is no chance that im wrong, they have even physically harmed me before among several other things.

And yes i loathe it, it’s harmful, it’s drastically harmful, how could i not loathe it? Im not a pleasure seeker, i won’t just enjoy because it feels good. It’s simply a mostly harmful reality to most people in it, i will loathe it as long as it exists.