I don’t know if I’m depressed or what. Just annoyed with everything. Sleeping a lot. Feeling like what’s the point of all of this. I know there probably is no meaning. I haven’t accepted that I guess. Psychosis tells me there is a reason I am here, that I am not here suffering alone for no reason, that there is a peak somewhere in my life that I need to prepare for. Without that it’s just day in and day out trying to survive. And after all these years, after getting a degree in philosophy, after exploring depths of religion and myself, finding myself and my passions, there is still a gap of something missing and I know nothing will truly fill it, and I still have no purpose
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Are you taking antidepressants?
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No, seroquel and abilify
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Oh OK. I hope things get better. Sounds like you’re feeling empty somehow.
Don’t give up.
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I’m taking an antidepressant now and my mood and outlook have improved. I just feel better. Maybe you’d respond well.
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The more logic and insight you have - makes it harder.
This is my problem and i try to stop making sense of it. Too much insight and awareness leads to these feelings of pointlessness. There must be an in between but its so hard, its either falling into delusions or having too much insight for me.
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