Emotional stuff overload my brain. I guess I still have emotions but they’re pretty weak. Off meds I have more emotions but I lose control over them like violence, anger, suicidal, etc
These meds just block emotions instead of fixing them. Its not a good solution. Whats better? No emotions or uncontrollable emotions?
I agree. When I lose control of my emotions it is just plain bad, but some songs make me tear up too. “Seven Spanish Angels” is a song that does that to me.
I just feel weak because of no emotions. I feel dead/zombie compared to my brothers. They are full of energy, emotions and look much more alive than me.
There will be reasons why they upset you Aziz. I encourage you to explore possible reasons that they could be. It will help you understand yourself more. Maybe they won’t always be crystal clear, but evening know what it touches on will give you a better understanding of your self and the working of your subconscious.
Look at what the pieces of music invoke in terms of feel, or if they have words what the message is about and how you identify with it personally.