Why do I talk dirty?

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I talk about sex and porn explicitely with my friends and they hate it. This started happening since I used Abilify so idk maybe it broke smth in my brain as i was disnhinited and hypersexual on abilify, before sz i rarely talked my friends told me why i dont talk i am weird now i talk a lot

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I am afraid they will leave me because of this

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Because the male brain. :sweat_smile:

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That’s just naturally to touch that subject when you are a young and sexual well functioning person.
You should in no way feel ashamed of yourself it okay to talk that way about women. I know how it feels to go into a dessert and find no women for years.
To me that’s quit easy because the meds has really blocked my sexual hormone most of the times coz I’m 54 years old and can’t even feel the euphoria of a double scotch because the massive blockade of the dopaminee receptors in my brain.
So I’ve decided to let the cigarets kill me slowly coz that’s.the only pleasure left. Not even food tastes any more.
So I’ll have my another cop of coffee and a cig besides.

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Maybe its not only the abilify, before sz i wanted to be a pornstar maybe its sz delusion idk but i wasnt paranoid or psychotic and no hallucinations i went to a porn studio took an apt for an interview but didnt go as i was scared of my family, i still dream about becoming one sometimes, its one of the reasons i dont want a gf i insisted on my last gf to have sex in public she then left me cops caught us nude in public parking

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Honestly i think its the sz

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I’ll be straight with you on this. I think it’s a result of your insecurities. You have very natural desires to be wanted and to be sexual. But your insecurities drive you beyond average attitudes and desires for sex. You’re basically showing off, but it’s from insecurities rather than being powerful or truly dominant.

This doesn’t make you a bad person. It means you’re a guy with low self esteem and a natural sex drive. It’s just that, for you, power and pride comes from your ability to dominate in the area of sexual prowess and gratification.

You’re worthy of respect regardless of your sexual prowess. Try to think of other ways things in your life and things about you that are worthy of respect and put your energy and time into developing them until that’s where your pride and confidence come from.

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I was prideful of my high grades in school and university. Its seems i have two personalities, smart and hypersexual.

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My wanting to be an actress and in broadcasting when I was young was due to hallucinations I had as a kid.

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I have been around people who express their sexuality verbally. It seemed odd to me because my family never talks this way. But they were just talking about what they do.

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Yea the meds help, off meds i am more hypersexual and think about it a lot more

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I am virgin since 2019 i read high dopamine causes hypersexuality

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I think my last sexual encounter was in 2007 when I had my last couch dance at a strip club.

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I didn’t go a strip club since 2019

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Have you ever listened to rap music.

Some of the songs are complete sexual dirty talk and people buy it.

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Yes sometimes i do, they talk about sex, drugs, money and violence, some like it

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I havent been to a strip club in ages. Good times at those. I remember we would be sitting at the front row, bandz a make her dance music playing ,with a girl grinding on my lap while im watching :rofl: and drinking pitchers of beer lol. It felt pretty gangsta :sweat_smile:
I think most of the strip bars in my town closed down. Its mostly lounges now.

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How do i fix those insecurities? Only therapy? Or that too doesn’t help

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I will say this n very few words Aziz. Have confidence in yourself don’t do the waiting game like I did for decades. Go out and grab a lady before it’s to late instead of waiting and regretting afterwards

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