Today I happened to see on an invoice from my pdoc that my diagnosis number was F32.2 and when I looked it up it was depression without psychosis. Huh?
This was after he kept on saying I have sza. So why did he write F32 and not F35?
Didn’t I ever have psychosis then? Do I even belong on here? Is my unusual beliefs like Alien and Sarah spirits in my head and my mother in law trying to poison me - are they real then? And what about my voices? If they’re not psychosis then what are they? Anxiety?
I’m so scared. What of I’m a fake after all? Am I really in need of my meds if I’m not psychotic? Why did they give me AP’S over the years if I’m not psychotic? I’m so confused!
I realised something else - if they thought I have depression then why didn’t they give me antidepressant meds? Instead they gave me AP’S and mood stabilisers
It sounds crazy - they state I had depression and anxiety - yet they treat me with completely different meds.
And they say I have sza but then write something else
Pdoc suspect you have some mood disorder like bipolar, sza etc in that case prescribing antidepressants will give mania and other positive symptoms. Antidepressants are only prescribed for pure depression, ocd, schizo (without comorbid mood disorder).