Alien the evil spirit just doesn’t want to leave me alone. Quiet then boom! Kill your husband! he says. No! I say. I’m so tired of this and I never want to hurt my beloved husband so Alien’s tormenting me with his horrible thoughts and mocking laughter. If he doesn’t go away I feel like I’ll turn on myself rather than my husband. If Alien wants to hurt my husband he must rather hurt me. 
Why?
Same old sh** I guess…