It’s torture. 666/999
Why do we have to suffer? Do we suffer psychologically because we misbehaved in other areas?
You appear to have insight into your delusions. Do you find that you’re drifting in and out of it, or is it constantly on your mind?
I have no insight about these not being real , they are so real, tangible, in my hand and in my face. I call them unusual cos I know how unusual they are and that people will hardly understand. But I do. It’s mysterious
do you have posted a selfie somehwere??
Yes, why? 666/999
If it helps we could play chess instead or something right??
I used to play fast chess, blitzkrieg, on one minute games. I had high ratings. What’s your ratings?
not great…mostly good at fast games also…and probably slow ones
I stopped playing. I lost many hobbies. Do you still play?
sure Im up for a quick game now maybe
I find it difficult to respond as when I was having problems with delusions, it was past trauma that was coming back to me, and it made me very paranoid and behave very strangely, as if I was reliving it all over and over again in my mind.
I also had a completely alternate reality that I was having spiritual awakenings with the universe, and I was obsessed over this sci-fi like story that I was being taught about in my hallucinations and forced to draw for the people/souls I was meeting.
I never had a reference point for it like you seem to have to help explain what you’re experiencing.
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