I think mine is… Integrity. I’m no expert in it especially with my challenges but I’m wanting to improve it at my own pace because I think it’s the way to a peace of mind, my ultimate goal.
I find it difficult to care in some ways. Even if I want to. It’s OK though because I’m trying my best, I think. I mean, how could I not be trying my best when obviously I don’t want to suffer.
It is like if what I say, and or think and do are not one. Then there’s a psychological shadow. For example I might think I’m really kind. But am I really?
If I’m not actually that kind but I think I am, then it is like I am suppressing the truth or in denial that I actually have a cruel streak in me.
And that cruel streak gets buried in the depths of my mind as a dark ‘shadow’, I think this idea comes from Carl Jung. Hence the creepy dark figure symbolising the negative shadow
That was just a hypothetical example. It doesn’t necessarily apply to me. About a cruel streak in my shadow. (but maybe it does) (but maybe not) etc.
Oh and this whole thing was regarding integrity. Or lack of.