I was heavily obessed with the police. I used t sleep outside their station in my car and count how many cars came out in an hour. Also i went pass 100x in my car. Also i would go searching for them to purposely attract their attention because i thought they were challenging me. Also i was obssessd with my car. I thought it was communivating with me through the accelerators and the other cars wanted to kill me. Are these obssessions normal for psycosis ?
You can get some bizzare beliefs when you’re psychotic. I thought people were trying to get me to kill myself. I took off to Texas. I bought a gun - a .25 auto handgun. My reasoning was that when they saw I wasn’t going to kill myself they would send somebody after me.
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I never knew it was psycosis until late last year when my physcologist said it wasnt normal. I believe to return to the real reality i must die but i have a mission to do here in the false reality.
Yes, I have OCD. 15151515
I have suspicions that my mental health team are hiding secret documents on me and when I have actually got all my reports off them I still think they are withholding information. That’s still recurrent even on antipsychotics. When I was psychotic I thought the mental health team implanted me with a microchip in my armpit that led me doing something silly to myself but I was convinced off it.
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I feel like my medical team write bad things and lie about stuff. It really upsets me. I don’t think it’s a delusion.
Yeah demons, spirituality, etc. It still comes back in waves. Their most recent threat is when I die they’re going to take me to hell and force me to become a whore. Lovely.
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I was thoroughly convinced that my orthopedic surgeon had implanted a brain chip in me during elbow surgery, and that it was transmitting my thoughts out into the world. It almost culminated in me developing an EMP blast out of capacitors to “fry” the chip in my head, but I couldn’t get it to fry working electronics so I abandoned the idea.
I know now that there never was a chip in my brain, and the thought-broadcasting is a wacky quantum mechanical phenomenon triggered by excess adrenochrome in the brain, causing LSD-like symptoms. So, a traumatized brain triggers the over-production of adrenaline, which fails to break down quickly enough and oxidizes, forming adrenochrome, which causes the metaphysical symptoms of SZ.
Theory makes sense to me, though some would argue that it is discredited, even though adrenochrome undoubtedly can cause psychosis.
When I was psychotic, meaning paranoid, I was obsessed with getting other people, normies, to understand what I was going through. And this was an impossible task. No matter how I tried to explain it, they just couldn’t understand. Now, I’m finally freed from that load.
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I can relate to this.i was obssessed with mind control through electromagnetic waves. And i told anyone and everyone about it.
I can’t really remember anything from when I was psychotic
That’s probably a good thing, Tera.
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for sure if the flashbacks are any indicator.
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I was obsessed with geography, especially the end of the road.
I once called my mother from a pay phone at Montauk Point, NY (had no idea how I got there).
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