Don’t know if I’m allowed to ask this (please delete it if it goes against the rules) but what’s your greatest fear?
Mine is my tactile hallucinations. They drive me up the wall. I pay so much attention to them. I hope one day I will find the right combo of meds or supplements to get rid of them.
Probably cancer. Anyone who has lost someone close to them to cancer knows what I’m talking about. It’s absolutely terrifying, especially if it’s a form that metastasizes to the brain.
I am currently unable to support myself so I live with family. I worry that I will end up being homeless and living on the street with nowhere to go. Since it is so cold now I worry about that.
I fear very little at this point. I’ve survived enough to not be afraid. I do not fear any aspect of my sz, EXCEPT that my mind is noticeably deteriorated and I do fear total dementia. My mom feared that too and her fear came true because of the cancer…And my dad has dementia. So, I fear getting old and not having the ability to cover up and control my mind.