My biggest fear right now is that my kids are going to die in a car accident. Especially my daughter who just got her license and is pretty cocky about her driving ability. She’s just a cocky little thing in general. But you don’t want to get cocky driving, there’s too many idiots out there. Anyway, so I try not to think about it but I have huge anxiety over it, unreasonable fear over it.
I fear being homeless. I fear being paralyzed by a stroke or spinal cord injury. I fear losing my income. I fear going blind. I fear going completely deaf. I fear losing a limb. I fear getting diabetes. I fear becoming obese. The list could go on and on. But, I don’t ever obsess over any of this.
Im scared of dying and also living to be a lonely old man that outlives his family
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So basically I’m scared of being alone then going to hell when I die.
I’m afraid I’m going to have a second bowl of ice cream because it will wreck my diet.
But seriously, I get afraid but it usually doesn’t rule me. I just walk around assuming everything is alright and nothing will happen to me in public. I used to get afraid of people like bikers and tough looking guys who look like they’ve been in prison but so many times they turn out to be the nicest people.
I fear not functioning the way I used to, being alone in this (no one understanding) and not having any answers and that all of those will last forever