Ie how many meds have you tried, how was your experience with each?
Abilify-It kind of worked. Helped with my paranoia. Destroyed my attention span to where i couldnt focus on anything for more than 5 mins. I also felt incredibly restless all the time and it made me twitchy in my hands and mouth. Also made me very hungry until i took a b complex vitamin with it. Overall not a great experience.
Zoloft-First time i tried it it was working amazing. I describe it as I felt like a raw nerve at the time, everything was too much, and it felt like it was coating the nerve so all of a sudden life was manageable and i could function. At too high of a dose tho it made me have to pee like crazy even if my bladder was empty, and my bladder stayed messed up like that for years after. Im on it again now at a much lower dose and no bladder problems, it is helping with my racing thoughts and shakiness.
Risperidone- An amazing antipsychotic. Pretty much completely removed my psychosis. Downside? Big weight gain and hyperprolactemia. I had to go off for my health. Sad.
Ativan- Wonderful. It never made me feel high or loopy or anything. It just makes me feel normal again when im freaking the heck out. Same for klonopin which is the other benzo i tried but it made me groggy the next morning so i didnt like it as much.
Latuda-Awful, didnt work at all, gave me akathisia so bad i was suicidal
Effexor- Didn’t work at all, made it impossible to orgasm, bad
Geodon- Didn’t work at all, EXTREMELY sedating to where i was nonfunctional and this did not improve at all even after being on the same dose for months. Completely took away my appetite and made it very difficult to eat and I lost a chunk of weight on it. Weirdly made it so i had no heat tolerance and felt like i was going to faint whenever exposed to heat, even taking a hot shower. Made me very anxious, and caused me to get in a wreck. 0/10.
Wellbutrin-Made me crazy loopy high when i started on it and manic after which i crashed into an awful depressive episode that it did nothing to help with, would not recommend this med to anyone who gets mania
Fanapt & Saphris-Both unremarkable meds that did not work and made me gain 5 lbs in one week so i dropped them quickly
Trazodone- First it worked well for my sleep but i gained tolerance to it extremely fast and at higher doses it made me sweat like an absolute pig while i slept i mean like ruin your pajamas and bed sheets sweat. No thank you.
Prazosin-Made my blood pressure so low I fainted, did not help with my nightmares. Lame.
Propanolol-Worked great for my akathisia, but made me feel mentally dull which i felt was dangerous in situations like driving
Seroquel-The only med that reliably can knock me out and keep me sleeping that i dont instantly gain tolerance to. In the past has given me intense hyper realistic dreams i could get trapped in which was quite stressful. It doesnt do that so much now. It gives me the munchies when i take it but ive never gained significant weight on it. The higher doses of it seem to give me restless leg which is really annoying and ironically prevents me from sleeping which is what im taking it for.
Rexulti-Works amazing, no side effects except a bit of dry mouth when first starting it or increasing doses.
Depakote-Works amazing, at higher doses i had a bit of hair loss but it wasnt a concerning amount and that eventually stopped
Prozac-Didnt notice any improvements, aggravated my bladder
And thats all the psych meds ive tried!