what will do if you recovered ??
Hit em up…!!! West coast…!!!
I would get a career
I would go out socially
I would travel
Get a decent job…!!! Marry a charming woman…!!
I will drown myself in science, both of world and of soul,
Celebrate somehow
i wont recover, i’m on meds for life 
if you said what would you do if you were super high functioning then i’d be like ok… 


I would probably spend the whole day crying. Then after, probably look for a job or something.
I will travel the hole world with some aid corp, make contacts, live in a monestery with the monks, love, smoke weed, live a intresting life
I would still do fitness.
I would still read about Judaism in Russian.
Among possible options:
Travel the world, start a business, study Mathematics at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem,
participate in Chess competitions in Israel.
I may get myself a job, if I can perform it.
Also, play Tennis and Table Tennis, hang out with friends.
Friends would be a good start if I found that fulfilling. I’m in college right now taking one class and don’t live on campus. So friends haven’t really been happening for me. I know a lot of people find that sort of thing fulfilling. Before I got ill I was just starting to get back to Facebook where I am friends with everyone I went to high school with. Sometimes my former classmates meet up and stuff, I could have gotten involved in that, maybe reunited and made some friends. Then I promptly had a psychotic break and started seeing secret messages all over facebook and instagram and in thumbnails on youtube and was hospitalized. I still have ptsd from that, like I went through a minor war or something. So if I were not paranoid I would start building that up again.
Couple things
Eines: open my own Locksmithing business.
Dos: get into a relationship.
Three: find Tech9 to praise them of their genius
The rapper? 1515151
Yes. Sorry. I probably should have put a song reference there. 
No worries, my fault. I’m just used to seeing “Tech N9ne”, ha
Work much harder on getting my colllege degree. Or even change degree to a bachalors this time, I could really use it since my dreams of being a marine is gone. I think I am going to make my parents happier if they knew i am going to be an engineer.
Don’t worry about what you’re parents want you to do, do what YOU want to do (productively of course)
I would get a full time job and i would move out of the projecs and rent a private appartment.
I would start acting again, model more. Focus on my music.
I would be super outgoing again. And loud. And slutty. And it would be amazing.
Party hard and idk get some Chipotle or something yeehaw