A couple come to my mind. I was in my basement and I thought I saw a person in the corner of my eye and it was very real looking, so I thought it was a criminal breaking in my house. I freaked out for like a couple of seconds, then I realized it was just a hallucination. Another time I saw my friends head on another person’s body. That kind of freaked me out.
i thought i saw a reptillian in a security guard outfit. one of the few times i’ve had a visual hallucination.
While awake or asleep?
While awake:
Seeing blood on walls and in the bathtub.
Seeing a rotten dead body decomposed by worms and insects.
Tactlie hallucination of insects crawling and biting all my body while ravens were attacking and eating me alive.
While sleeping:
A black bear chased me and then ate my head alive. Ravens were eating me alive.
I fell from a rollercoaster and died.
ISIS attacked and surrounded us in Canada. They wanted us to fight with them against the president of Syria.
I’ve never had hallucinations while sleeping.
Just like streaks on the floor, like bugs moving quickly in my peripheral. When I focus.
Sleep hallucinations are weird non logical dreams.
They don’t dont make sense and are not always scary. Its caused by though disorder, a cognitive symptom.
Early on in my illness,
I was smoking weed at that time,
I entered into another dimension was the scariest place in the entire world, made me mental for like 3 months after.
Saw a military clone in the hospital. Probably just a delusion. Swore it was real. Thought they took down the cameras and shut them off but the maintenance guy denied it. Was probably a smoke alarm…
Thought the cameras were fake/duds. It affected me for years. This was in 2015 when my doc gave me Adderall when I had extreme paranoia.
I thought it was all real and that I was going to die a horrible death.
I started getting past life memories and deja vu all at once .
So ■■■■■■■ scary. I thought and remembered my family dying too.
Worst experience ever.
I went through a white portal too. Lost consciousness.
one time me and my brother-in-law were throwing a football together and the football went into the street. I looked left and saw no cars, then I looked again right before I picked up the ball, and a stopped car was sitting there like 15 feet away. that was scary. So I hallucinated that there was no cars on the road.
What sounded like a gunshot hitting the side of my house.
Back in 2015, I thought there was a plot to get rid of me. Sort of like milabs/monarch/montauk from the mental hospital. I feel like i died there a billion or more times. I think i know why but it was a real life artifical simulation like in a parallel universe.
Like they knew everything about me and they were time travelers or could see into other realities. I feel like aliens were behind it…went to the highest levels of government…i was so scared and trapped and helpless…
I have some ideas why.
I have nightmares about hell.
Literally, going to bed at night and waking up in hell.
I wake up (sometimes barely)
But after so much I have doubts i will not end up there for good someday.
For me, the mental hospital was hell or worse. The aliens/illuminati or whatever would put me in the mental hospital via soul transfer and torture and kill me. It happened so many times. I feared for my life and feared for my family.
I think I’m seriously being watched and monitored. I sincerely believe Jesus is protecting me from harm.
I thought it was purgatory or worse. It really did happen. But I’m fine now. I’m safe. I have accepted God.
While I was awake and relaxing in my room one night a knife was thrown across my kitchen. I thought I was hallucinating but I went into the kitchen and there was the knife on the floor.
After all this time can’t explain how that happened.
A coincidence. It can happen that you accidently dropped a knife there that night.
When I was in the hospital they do hourly checks at night. I thought the staff person was a killer and I screamed and begged him to leave me alone. I thought I saw a knife in his hand. I have never been so afraid in my life.
When I was delusional in the first year of the illness, I heard what I was told was a trial for my soul, and I lost and was sentenced to hell. Most of the scariest hallucinations revolved around believing hell was real and I was going there. Now that I’m no longer delusional, my beliefs have reverted back to their pre-illness state, so I don’t even believe in hell.
Not trying to get religious or anything, I know we can’t talk about that here, but I can’t think of a single thing scarier and I think it’s important to let people know that they’re not going to hell… lots of schizophrenics experience that delusion and related hallucinations and they are very distressing but equally untrue. It’s just the disease talking.