What to do now?

I have tried everything but right. Ow it is hard to figure out what to do. Meds. My talc is worn out with me. Hospital care has sunk to a new low. I am so discouraged.

Thirty years into this and I still am in a state of constant desperation. It’s hard not to feel backed into a corner or know where to turn. It’s almost as if I ha e run out of steam and have lost the ability to try.

Where do I get what ever it is I need? I’m not sure anymore. I used to dig in and keep trucking but I feel winded so to speak like I might just sit down right here and not take another step.

I really am trying not to give in but it gets hard when you’ve tried years of treatment and meds and then you are left alone with it.

Encouragement please.

Rogue

Things won’t always be this way. Nothing lasts forever, not even misery. Keep on trying. I’ve been there, when you’re tired, and old, and feeling everything drag you down. But you never know when things will turn around.